Monday, May 16, 2005
argh. just c0mpleted the e-lecture f0r ec0ns. which means, the syllabus is m0re or less c0mpleted. ughh.
right.
went to justin's chalet yesterday. he's been the organiser since last year. whaha. was fun! kuncheng and qingrui havent changed.
at all. haha. anyway, it was a blast! hah. really miss th0se times. th0ugh there were ups and d0wns, it made up the best 4 years of my life. sigh. h0w time flies. ph0tos will be updated s0on ^^ t0o bad gabriel didnt go. and i bet jessica f0rgot to contact me. as usual. haha. what disappointed me was that a few of them have started smoking. despite scoldings fr0m xx, pet still refuses t0 quit. whats her pr0blem! and xl...a swimming instruct0r yet... haiyah~ dont kn0w what has g0tta int0 their minds manz. zZz...
was startled t0 hear that xx and ben have br0ken up. they were like the m0dern couple. sigh. a year odd. wendy said its no big deal. its n0t a long time. yet is not short either. starting a relationship truly takes m0re than what each party feels f0r the other. hah. chim.
was thinking ab0ut the possibilities 0f us getting t0gether again. fear struck me real hard. yet again. n0t ready. trusting always leads t0 disapp0intment. at least f0r me. yes, i've n0 courage t0 trust. not yet. i've n0 ill-intents t0 spike y0u with hurtful w0rds. yet it has happened countless times. am i testing your patience? or am i preparing myself t0 face disappointment fr0m you again. n0 idea~... i dont kn0w how much more time do i need. and h0w much time y0u're willing t0 waste on me. everything's heading aimlessly. p0uts* wanted t0 sms y0u s0mething last night. but resisted. d0nt ask me what.
alrighty g0tta go. nights <3
take me with you
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